Nothing Comes Of Nothing

Sometimes all of a sudden life is beautiful, it’s the most amazing thing you’ve ever since, the joy and happiness are the combination of perfection.

Life is too short, when you start the teenage years you think of just growing up to be 15, and when you become 15 you imagine becoming sixteen, it’s like obligatory to think of that subject , that idea, that imagination and you can’t realize how much you want it, that you even think of wishing from Fake Santa Clause.

During your teenage years, whether your mother pushes away from falling in love, talking to guys or anything else, you just think of it, being with someone holding you so tight in front of a river or a sea or any view that’s romantic, you would love to feel love inside you, think of forever and ever. It’s something every girl wants but not every girl gets it, check me out, I have dated so much, fell in love so much , had fun physically so much , that according to my best friends  I’m a man stealer or something, but guess what ? I don’t care what they think or want from me , I try to please everyone I meet or have met, I try to be nice whether the opposite person it rude or negative. I guess I was mature enough was I was 12 to make the right choices at wrong times… everyone has the right to do so.

Sometimes I sit and think whether I’m the wrong girl to every single guy that I’ve dated, maybe I was the one who didn’t show the love ? or even why I don’t have a normal relationship like other girls do? What makes me different from them? Actually nothing is wrong with me... but the guys I choose to be with are the guys I try to change who they are, which is I can’t it’s against nature for someone to change another one specially the opposite sex, I have friends that they are over 5 years in a relationship, but my longest has been 1 month and 1 week, it was my first love, and it ended like shit J

So I know this story of me isn’t going to help or make you understand my point so I’ll justify them that Life too short to equate what will happen in the future, imagine as much possible as you can, experience is the number one lesson of maturity and being an adult, Love the life even if your in your worst moments , don’t listen to people what they talk about you, but careful, listen what people try to warn your specially the caring ones, there isn’t any perfection but there is “almost perfect”.

Try to create nothing out of nothing .

The Feeling When Your Cooking

Sometimes I have get a feeling, that the world is amazing , the positive energy comes, takes me away , amazes me with things, that I do not realize on my usual days, I have some crazy moments when it’s 11 o’clock and I want to cook… I start to open the cooking books search for something to cook, It turns out that I imagine myself in the kitchen cooking the muffins, or making bread, even preparing a salad, I imagine myself singing, and close my eyes while I’m cooking remember my romantic moments , my happy moments , and while I’m mixing the ingredients all together I smile , Of course not to forget I listen to Frank Sinatra, it really helps me to gather myself and focus, you should try , even if you’re a metal head, or a pop lover, or even Lady Gaga Number 1, I see myself eating that dish with my eyes closed feeling each flavor, every single taste makes me much happier, so it’s actually 11 o’clock and I’m still wondering what the hell I’m going to cook.

Here’s a good recipe:

ColeSlaw

2 cups shredded Cabbage

1 medium carrot, shredded

½ small green or sweet red pepper, finely chopped

2 green onions, sliced

½ cup mayonnaise or salad dressing (Try the Mustard dressing)

1 tablespoon vinegar (if your aren’t a vinegar fan, than just don’t add)

2 tablespoon sugar

½ celery seed

In a Mixing bowl combine, cabbage, carrot, green or sweet red pepper, and green onions. For dressing ,stir together mayonnaise or salad dressing, vinegar, sugar, and celery seed. Pour dressing over the cabbage mixture; toss to coat. Cover and chill for 1 to 24 hour. Makes 4 side-dish servings.

Enjoy Your Meal A Day After You Prepare It.

With Love J