Nothing Comes Of Nothing

Sometimes all of a sudden life is beautiful, it’s the most amazing thing you’ve ever since, the joy and happiness are the combination of perfection.

Life is too short, when you start the teenage years you think of just growing up to be 15, and when you become 15 you imagine becoming sixteen, it’s like obligatory to think of that subject , that idea, that imagination and you can’t realize how much you want it, that you even think of wishing from Fake Santa Clause.

During your teenage years, whether your mother pushes away from falling in love, talking to guys or anything else, you just think of it, being with someone holding you so tight in front of a river or a sea or any view that’s romantic, you would love to feel love inside you, think of forever and ever. It’s something every girl wants but not every girl gets it, check me out, I have dated so much, fell in love so much , had fun physically so much , that according to my best friends  I’m a man stealer or something, but guess what ? I don’t care what they think or want from me , I try to please everyone I meet or have met, I try to be nice whether the opposite person it rude or negative. I guess I was mature enough was I was 12 to make the right choices at wrong times… everyone has the right to do so.

Sometimes I sit and think whether I’m the wrong girl to every single guy that I’ve dated, maybe I was the one who didn’t show the love ? or even why I don’t have a normal relationship like other girls do? What makes me different from them? Actually nothing is wrong with me... but the guys I choose to be with are the guys I try to change who they are, which is I can’t it’s against nature for someone to change another one specially the opposite sex, I have friends that they are over 5 years in a relationship, but my longest has been 1 month and 1 week, it was my first love, and it ended like shit J

So I know this story of me isn’t going to help or make you understand my point so I’ll justify them that Life too short to equate what will happen in the future, imagine as much possible as you can, experience is the number one lesson of maturity and being an adult, Love the life even if your in your worst moments , don’t listen to people what they talk about you, but careful, listen what people try to warn your specially the caring ones, there isn’t any perfection but there is “almost perfect”.

Try to create nothing out of nothing .